Summer Part 3

So Little shop of Horrors opened last weekend, and it went better than i thought. There were a few minor mishaps, but nothing too bad. We are getting reviewed by the Sacramento Bee and the Davis Enterprise. The Bee gave us 3 1/2 stars, and a good review. the enterprise has not written anything yet. over all i think the opening weekend went well. Well i am really looking foreword to my camping trip with my friends. It should be a lot of fun. we are going to Big trees national park. Yeah i have been before and it is a wonderful place, and there should be lots of hiking!! I have finally gotten pre approved for my loan for school, so now i just have to get a few things signed and then i can get my loan and pay for school and go to school in the FALL!!!! i so worry about the future, and about owing my parents money, and how i am going to pay them all back. i shouldn't have to, but i guess i do according to them. So stressed, even though i should not be. my heart hurts, like emotionally, i don't know why, cause nothing is wrong. I just think about things and i get so sad, my mind wanders and i think the worse will happen, when it probably won't. i am in love, and it is the BEST feeling sometimes, and the Worse.

i really need to start managing my money, saving my pay checks and only spending money on gas. i am going to stop eating out. i am not going to buy anything, unless i really have to. not working full time is killing me, but its good on my sleep and hang out times. i just need to make money, if i had a lot i would be in great shape. I also need to loose a lot of Weight!! Gosh i now have time to go on lots of walks, and i prob will go on lots of walks in Hollywood when i am in school.